whee:) its the start of the holidays!! haha. actuali ystd start le la.. friday was like the best last day of skol.. there's ye chuan.. our CLDDS annual performance.. quite nice leh!! i dun regret going at all!! xiao chen was performing.. and it was quite good.. there were 3 stories altogether.. one abt mice.. how poor thing they are.. haha. luckily i dun really dislike mice.. just dun like insects=p

second story was abt reincarnation.. quite scary leh. so right, cannot do any bad deeds=p and the third one was abt cupid and true love! it was super funny.. and siyuan was damn gay!! and another guy also.. haha. im definitely going nxt yr! =D and meikeen's dad sent me an bx to macritchie bus stop.. :) but fangyu looked rather sad.. duno if its cuz of glorai, or cuz of e sms she received.. hope she cheers up soon..

ystd went to wrap dumplings.. super difficult to wrap leh! but i managed to wrap abt 3/4 of a bundle. pro rite=p and it was quite nice too! after the hard work of cuz must enjoy la.. so i played mahjong.. and at first my cards were super lan la.. and my bro was winning all the way.. in the end he left, then i changed to his seat. and guess what?!=) it became my turn to win!! next time i shall sit there:) and i saw victor on the train.. he was gg for a late night movie.. so cool:)

so these few days were a rather sharp contrast to earlier in the week.. cuz it was really horrile.. glad that everything is over le. at least now im feeling happier:)

anyways.. its raining now.. wonder how the all comers meet is going to take place.. hmm..

today go trng.. cuz of monday off, then must make it up.. and it was horrible.. not the the trng.. it was the time in btw.. and before that.. it was signin up for enrichment week.. they bluff me la. they sae wan go tea chapter, in the end they din sign up. i guess i'll be gg alone then.. who cares. i can alwaes go alone. i just felt tt it was not right not to tell mi.. but i dun think they care anyway.. they alwaes forget after a while..

for that few hrs in btw.. it was bad. at first went to ice cream shop.. but i cldn eat wad. then half the time i din even noe wad they were talking abt. basically i wasn supposed to noe. ok. got it=/ then she went off, never stay also.. and after that they all had stuff to do. and i din noe wad to do. so i went to sleep. it was horrible i tell you. i hated it. luckily the thowers came!! trng was the hapiest part of the day!!

there was this new soccer guy trying out for javelin. and wow. he's good la. better than gavin, who's been trng since last yr! but he din realli throw. he was doing some funny stuff instead. like jumping. and in he gym he also do other stuff instead of reserving energy for the "supposed" stuff. but most of the times he was being funny, and welaughed and laughed. and they suan me oso. alwaes wan la. heh. then james took sooo long just to ask the rugby girls to let us use the feild. and when he was there they kept shouting to him "james, just ask for the number!" "tell them u'll gve them anything they want!" "offer yourself to them!" and things in this genre, haha. i guess u geddit=p

if it wasn for trng, i would be so upset.. and they signed me up for javelin instead of her! i was so shoked. but i din noe if i shld be happy for myself or upset for her.. i guess.. life isn exactly bad to me=)

the wireless is finally working!! haha. im so into korean drama now.. haha. got xin niang 18 sui, its super funny and hilarious! then its quite interesting also, not like the normal tearjerker..

and the plot is quite interesting! talking abt this man who marries an 18 yr old girl ust cuz he din wan his family to keep bothering him.. and the girl married him cuz she like him, and also cuz she din wan to go into Uni. so at first the guy din reali like her, and in the end develop a liking for her=p so cute:)

today suposed to go and celebrate fangyu's bdae.. but i couldn go in the end.. ugh. sick again.

and i realised that atuali small kids are not as cute as i imagine them to be. cuz my mum was like complaining.. that u can spend 1 hr teaching them the same qn! oh man. is that tiring or what?!?!

hols are coming.. but im like super sian.. there's like nothing to do! and there's so much time. sigh. any suggestions?? =0

and i felt that i din deserve the holiday today cuz i din even help out much for college day. cant believe i had to develop a fever the night before. then ha to waste money see doctor, who sae the same thing -- drink more water, dun overexert, and take more rest. yeah, i noe-.-

ooh. my show's on now. update some mre another time:)

Alright. Enough of the depressing stuff.. shall talk abt wad I did in the past week.

Mon, 15 may

Day aft mother’s day!! Haix. Tests!! Language – bad!! Haha. I guess I din reali prepare for the essay.. but I was thinking.. even if I failed it, we still must take GP mah. So no diff.. haha. Oh man. Super pissed. The network damn slow!! Rah. Haha. Then it was is2102.. which is electrochem. Wah. That one also. Look at the mcq alr die liao. And I was flipping my paper real fast. Not cuz I do very quickly. Is cuz im trying to find a qn which I noe how to do=x pathetic rite=p then HCL. Wah best man. First here was no gong han. So I had to write si han. I wonder who will choose to write speech. Reali pei fu them. Cuz if I write sure fail one. Haha.

Tue, 16 May

This can be counted as the most relaxing day la. Cuz only got 2 subj. first was physics. Wah, the paper and tutorial like worlds apart can!! I look at the paper and I was like. Oh man. I reali gota accept my fate. Haha. But luckily im not the only one. I tot everyone noe how to do and only I duno. Luckily everyone also. So means its not me, it’s the paper!!=)) next was math.. further algebra and geometry.. actuali I duno why its called lidat la. Cuz I dun see any geo involved.. its just matrix, and pattern recognizing. Got geo meh? Haha. That paper was quite ok la. Cuz mr tan went thru the paper ystd.. shld be can get arnd 40 la. Plus minus 5 marks=) then I quickly went home to study cuz the nxt day’s ones I haven even started yet!!

Wed, 17 May

Worst day!! Today’s subj everything also need to study and memorise a lot one la. Got biochem, then differentiation, and physical geography!! Argh!! Biochem ar, last term’s one still ok.. then I tot this term’s one will hav same standard.. but!! I was soo wrong!! Lke physics, I look at first qn alr duno how to do!! Grr. Math still ok, better then biochem.. mr eng was damn funny la. Got ppt slide somemore. Then I forgot to write my name and asked him if I can write. Then he was like, NO. ahhh!!! Luckily in the end he sae can. Whew whew whew=)) then aft tt we went lib to study.. but we were more like playing la. Haha. We were testing each other and laughing. I tink that’s why the lib became veri noisy=p and the paper was like, crap la. Cuz I was crapping all the way=p but I oso dowan to take geog!! Haha. Even if wan to take also no nid requirement=p hehe.
Then aft tt went island creamery to eat mud pie. Super nice!! Haha. Then aft tt helped out in track heats..

Thurs, 18 May

This day like go back to school for nothing wan la. All the tchers nv come and teach.. then it was quite a sad day too.. cuz I was like thinking abt wad kinda life I have.. and what is really there for me.. I guess its pms.. I duno.. then I was like thinking.. how come no matter how hard I try to please ppl.. they just can pick bones out of toufu la. Little things also got wrong. Wads the prob??! Isit me? Or isit just the others.. haix. Forget it.. im nv gona get the answer anyway.. I guess life is just like tt.. and its only the beginning.. there’ll be more to come..

Fri, 19 May

Went for some enrichment week briefing.. gota fulfil 30 hrs in 2 weeks.. actuali still ok.. last yr ha to fulfil soo much and the programmes all so limited paces one la.. and for pe we had to learn track events.. so we were doing relay.. and our team managed to get 3rd!! haha. Out of 5 teams. Hehe. Not bad la. =)) and there was the history times essay.. it was the last test of the term!! Haha. But I dun think I did well also. Cuz mine not very structured. Boo>.< and today had our first coach.. and we played floorball b4 trng:)

Haix. Stupid wireless. Canot access again!!! Damn pissed off la. Haix. Today was such a bad day for me.. I just realized how weak I was.. and like.. no matter how much effort I put in, I will never be able to do well.. this girl who got “discovered” during sports day heats, that she could throw javelin quite well, came today.. then cuz I got blood illness, then today got new coach, so its really proper trng.. then felt quite tired out.. and that girl felt that it was quit nothing.. and my fren.. I think she tinks so too. Am I weak or wad??

Then I also realised that there are now 4 girls in javelin.. and only 3 can go nats. Wah lao. Cmon can. Definitely wun pick me de. Im so not good at it at no matter how hard I try.. last time the more heartwarming track team will encourage me, an tell mi tt as long as I work hard, I will be able to do it.. and I naively believed them.. but at least I still have their support.. but now? I realized that cannot make it means cannot make it.. no matter how hard u try.. its no use. So I have decided, rather then wait for them to tell me the resuls, I will tell the tt I dowan to go.. cuz its really for the school also.. I dun wan them to waste their time thinking of wad to sae to me.. to comfort me or mb they wun even do that.

Plus plus plus. They always think I pon trng. Sometimes, my parents dun allow me to go cuz they are afraid that I cannot handle it. Then I cant tell em, no! I wan to go, I dun care. Im not lidat k. I noe that there are some things I can do and what I cant. Im really not like them. I thought that accepting my illness was all I needed to do. And now, I realize that I have to let ppl arnd me accept it and face up to the reality of it. Haix. I guess its like impossible=/

Do I really noe nothing except to memorize books and be like a bookworm?! Cant do sports, cant do anything. Wad else is there for me to do? I feel so shi bai. Is there really nothing else for me to do?!?! And I hate studying! Why cant I be good in smth t I like? Why is life so cruel to me?

I guess I cant really do anything abt it. Everything’s fated..

Yawn. Haix. Still got a lot of things t study.. like.. I gota finish up on is2102, ma2104, is2103, HCL.. and I still gota start on is2104, ma2104!! Oh man.. its like.. 6 subj!! and I onli have one day left!!! Shuacks man. Haix. Forget it. I tink im so going to fail! And I cant seem to tap onto anyone’s wireless. Sheesh. Evryhing’s going so badly for me!!

Plus plus. My flu’s getting better, but but. My sore throat’s coming back!! Grr. And im having bouts of stomachache. I hate exams!!! Kick em into the rubbish bin.

Anyway,having said so much, the wireless still not ok. Forget it. Shall go back to study. Haha. Tmr’s mother’s day!! Whee!!! Haha. I decided to give my mum quietly.. cuz I scared my dad scold me for spending so much. Think I’ll update when eams are over.. which is either on thurs or fri=) of cos when im free I’ll come too. But.. hope I will be=s

Oh man. Cant go into blogger again. =0 today’s my study leave!! =)) luckily got study leave.. if not sure wun make it thru sch.. today feeling not quite well.. sore throa abit better.. after rinsing my mouth wit salt water and listerine. .and drinking honey lime.. haha. Quite nice tasting=)

but flu stil. Ugh. Lidat lor. And water stil kip on dripping non stop la. And I think the water tt I drank today mre than that I drink in a week=p yikes/ must drink even more water!!

I figured tt if I study one day’s paper in one day. I will still have Sunday to revise thru everything again!! Haha. Yay. Must kip to schedule. Today nv la. And the tcher nv keep their promise!! They nv upload the tutorial answers!! Grrr. I think next time they shld teach faster and leave qns to the last>.<

And my mum and dad ar. They quarrel over a dvd player and da chang jin. But now ok liao. Haha. They forever lidat one.=p

Just now the dreamchasers damn cute la!! I think xin huey very cute. The way she pout look very cute. Haha. Junyang’s cute too! But its tt kind of girl’s like the cute la. Haha. They all damn funny la. But only got 2 more episodes left. Hmm.. wonder if the css ppl will act in this kind of show. They can consider=)) sure a lot of ppl wan watch deJ I will watch=p

Alrite. Shall prepare to go to bed now. Tmr gota wake up early to go temple. Happy vesak day!! =))

its caught me! stupid flu bug. i started feeling abit sick ystd.. but i tot it was just the weather.. abit of the gg to have sore throat feeling.. then water started to drip out of my nose real badly.. ya, i noe its gross. haha. anyway, went to drown lotsa water and ate the flu pill..

but in the morn stil not very good. argh. how can this happen t me?!?! assessment week is coming soon!! i CANNOT FALL SICK!!! haix. dun feel like studying..but must.. and im still sniffling away..

i think mr loh is a very nice tcher.. :) and mrs cheng is abit.. too defensive.. cuz we had princpal dialogue lesson.. ooh. last time my mum always tell me principal must spell wit "pal" at he back.. cuz she is our pal. hmm. reali.. haha.

my fave song is on radio!! =) whee. haha. but sawa pic that i wasn very hapy wit. boo>.<

i sure hope i dun fall sick during nov. cuz now i noe how bad it is to be down wit flu. i cant do anything!! my voice box is like, completely muffled!!! and i cant catch my breath! shucks. quick. leme get well and do wad i wana do!! *believe in mysef!* =))

Haix. Comp taking spr long to load the blogger pg. so I decided to use word to type firt. Hehe. Duno wads wrong wit my comp tho. Haix. So slow. Hmmm. After seeing how lfe is like for ppl who are attached, I decided its best to stay alone as who we reali are and not be bound by other ppl’s regulations.. and no nid to account to other ppl for wad we are doing.. and we’re carefree!:) rawk on singles! Haha.

Ooh. I did such a great thing today! I bought smth for my mum!! From SK jwellery!! It’s a pendant.. star shape.. and it has got two different colours on different sides!!I think its super nice. Haha. Cuz I buy one=p hehe. I hope my mum will be happy. And I have to get a cake for her! Shld I get choc fudge, durian, mango, or strawberry?? Haha.

And I think ernest is a very nice person. Cuz ystd he was very concerned for someone who was upset.. and he was like, take care of her kae.. so nice. Very seldom guys will lidat la. I think. =)

Applause to meikeen!! I think she did a great job today for 2.4.. she improved by 1 min! I think many ppl cant do this one. Its very very difficult. *applause* haha. I ran wit her. So *applause* to me too(:

During history today, I think the tcher was quite disturbed when abel pretended o be long AND SAID HE ENJOYED WATCHING P*RN. She looked.. hmmm.. duno how to describe.. ya. But long’s version of ernest was quite funny.. true? Haha. Im not very sure abt that!!

Ms yap was literally running aft the bullet train today.. haix. Real gota go study that.. yawn. That’s abt it(:

haha. today we're one step closer to our food hamper!! =)) the guys did such a good job on the shotput!! andre had great greath strength, but they keep saying he foul=/ but nvm. we still had ernest:) he was great too! he like no nid use strength still can throw quite far. and andrew!! he like so skinny, but he got alot of strength!! haha dun belittle stick-like ppl=p and abel was the best man. he got 2nd!! GO ABEL!! WO MEN YONG YUAN ZHI CHI NI!!! haha.

but i guess its class prestige la. and this yr's the last yr we can get a title. next year no chance liao. but i think we not bad leh. only got girls in the beginning taking part, then alr quite a lot of points!! girls rule!! haha. guys! u better watch out!! =))

anyway zhiyang's song slipped out of the charts. awww. so sad. hope it goes back up soon:)

im damn happy:) cuz my frens buy alot of funtasia tickets from me! whee. haha. and today dong li 883 came to alk about deejaying.. quite interesting.. putting it under consideration.. its like somethig tt i quite like. cuz when im reali upset, or happy, i will switch on the radio. and it will me feel much better:) it wld be nice if i cld do the same thing for others=) but they all eeyur me. hrumphf nvm. like i said, as long as have faith in urself, anything is possible!!=)

YIO CHU KANG
PAP - 68.27%
OPP - not sure =p shld be arnd 31.73% la

this area shld be first time aft very long then got contested rite.. hmm. first time contested, ppl wun change their choice so easily wan. i think. yupp.

HOUGANG
PAP - 37.76%
OPP - shld be arnd 62.24%

so opp won again this time. i tink it will be quite diff to get hougang for PAP la. cuz so long is opp le. must take some time for them to change generation first:)

MAPHERSON
PAP - 68.84%
OPP- 31.52%

this area PAP won la. again, is like accustomed to PAP, so ppl wun change so easily one. at least tt's wad i think la

BUKIT PANJANG
PAP - 77.18%
OPP - 34.99%

mich lives in this area. haha. i din noe it was a sinle member constituency. i guess im reali a noob at spore politics=p

JOO CHIAT
PAP - 65.01%
OPP - 34.99%

inoe my pri sch fren lives here. duno if he still lives here. xian jun. yupp=) i noe he's very rich too. its a rich ppl's place=p i hear joo chiat got great food! hehe. i live to eat!!

CCK
PAP - 60.37%
OPP - 39.63%

CCK's lrt is the only lrt i have taken so far. quite fun. but i feel that the windows that change to misty when it pass by flats abit useless. cuz its reali too far to look in and intrude other ppl's privacy=p

JALAN BESAR
PAP - 69.26%
OPP - 34.74%

where is this? hmm. shall go check it out.. when im free=p

NEE SOON EAST
PAP - 68.72%
OPP - 31.28%

is nee soon very big? got east and central somemore. isit near yishun? sounds like. heh.

AMK
PAP - 66.13%
OPP - 33.87%

as expected, it went back to PAP. if not we have to change PM leh. luckily. whew. wonder who my aunt and grandma voted for..

PASIR RIS-PUNGGOL
PAP - % not sure, 113271 VOTES
OPP - % not sure, 51610 VOTES

pasir ris pungglol very near izit?!?! or isit a very big GRC?! haha.

today's polling day.. then rain early in the morning.. so shiok. i climbed back into bed and slept for a couple mre hours:) hope the polling centres got covered walkways! haha..

today i got more addresses so i can send in mre entries to vote:) ooh. im listening to tang's wo men xiao shi hou. quite romantic. i think tank's songs are quite nice.. but he couldnt get nominated as a newcomer in some awards.. cuz of some prob la. whihc i think is a pity.. cuz he most prob will get it la.. haha. i think guys who can sing is romantic:) i wonder what guys will think of girls that can sing? =p

wasn very efficient today.. time like pass very fast lidat.. why ar.. haix. weekends alwaes pass too quickly.

gt cheated by some fruitseller today. sold us some nice looking plums but turned out all bad. so dun judge a fruit by its cover too!=)

and i bought smth for gloria alr!! i feel so proud of myself.. haha. hope she likes it. but i shant write abt it anymore until aft mon cuz i scared she look=p

and i feel accomplished today. cuz i made ppl smile! they sae when i smile look very funny so they smile too. >.< sounds bad to me but at least they smiled. haha. then this blog the alignment like got abit of prob lidat la. do ur see any prob? mine like the left box is all the way at the left when its supposed to be in the centre. argh. help!!

and still haven make my advertisement. haha. aiya. assessment week coming.. so must study first.. but its just an excuse la=p but i'll get it up soon! ooh. polling end liao. wonder wads the results?!? when it comes i'll post it here=))

i just saw the 9 o'clock show.. then it was quite sad la. i tink i cry very easily now. last time i watch shows wun cry one la. now everytime cry cry cry. comedy also can cry=/ uh oh.

then got an orphan cuz of a hit-and-run driver then got ran over and died. it was so sad! then the social worker went around to look for eye-witnesses.. turns out that last time her parents also died in a car crash.. and that made her an orphan..

actualli.. i think im lucky.. cuz at least i have my parents with me.. i cannot imagine a day without them.. how difficult life must have been to be an orphan.. with nobody to look after them , to shower them with love, care and concern.. it's a priviledge that we all take for granted.. and we always complain how our parents are too controlling, too naggy.. but think of all these orphans.. i bet they would give anything just to have these overbearing parents that we complain of.. so donch u think we should all appreciate our parents for who they are, and what they give to us? :)

this must be the wrose day of my week. track heats from 5-7.30!! so late!! and im supposed to reach home at 8? cannot lar. then i had to wait at macritchie for so long. abt 15mins. grr.still ok.

then when the bus finally come and i was nearing my stop, this NY girl started to push past me. so i just walk towards the door. then this auntie was there and when the door open, she like dowan to go down. then i din noe, so i moved forward abit and my file ACCIDENTALLY knocked into her elbow. so i quickly apologise la. quite alot of times some more. then she started to "ow ow ow" and she din want to get off the bus!!!

and everyone was staring at us la! then when she finally got off, the man nxt to her still scolding me in hokkien la! wad the. i know it was wrong of me to ACCIDENTALLY knock the file into her elbow, but i apologised!! i din meqan it!! its not as though i DELIBERATELY knock into her wad. wad more does she want me to do? i felt so wrongly accused la. dun ever ever let me see her again or i will surely debate and argue wit her one la. grrr.

Now elections coming up liao. and the bad thing abt it is that some of our tchers gota go set up the booths tmr!! and they cant come for lessons! oh man. and its like. left sooo little days to assessment week. how can lidat?!?! grr. shoo voting booths. we are more important! what if we dun do well?!?! cannot. shoo shoo. go away and come again another day>.<

damn scared for assessment week la. but aft tt its hols! so tempting! one whole month to myself. no studying, no hw, no assignments.. and NO TESTS!! =DD but well. wait for that week to be over first. nowadays so action packed la. college day, track meet, track camp, wah. so many. hmm.. must plan my time properly.

gloria's birthdya is coming up. to celebrate it, i shall stop suaning her for some time. haven really decided how much time wld that be. but well. even one sec is counted some time rite=p wad shall i get for her? hmmm..

i really gota start doing that advertisement or i will nv get it done. grr. lazy me. haha. shall try to do it now=)

I tink today most things happened. Mostly good la. So that’s why I rmb it so well. If its bad, I wun wan to rmb=/ unless there’s someone out there who always like to tink abt bad stuff. I can help psycho u back=p

Actuali in the day I was super down la. Cuz early in the morning we had to watch this show about advertising is a great conspiracy. Ya la, I appreciate her for trying to wake us up in the morn.. but its really.. haix. Who can keep awake in lessons? I only know everything one ear in one ear out. Argh. Why cant life be more meaningful and lively?! And why is life called life if its not lively? =0

Got back Chinese test results today.. quite ok la. Not that bad. Today’s compre passage was quite interesting though. It says that if you believe in yourself, you can change from being an ugly duckling to a swan without changing ur looks. Quite meaningful=) it inspires me to go for my dreams even tho ppl are like, saying that its not very feasible=x but well. Believe in yourself!

Math results was also quite satisfactory. But biochem was quite fun. We had to string DNA! Haha. We just anyhow do and in the end we were just playing with the water gun that Bingxin brought. Yet someone sae she from mature club somemroe. Who’s being immature now?!?! Water gun. Tsk! >.<

Today I sae Zhiyang at the bus stop! he looks quite pale w/o makeup, but ya. tink it is him. Not very very sure though. Haha.

And I got into 100m finals. Can u believe it?!?!? I cant. Oh man. How do I get out of it?!?! Haix.

More impt thing at hand: look out for advertisements! When I have time to make that is=)

hmm. i wonder why we still need health check at his age. just check ht and wt and eyesight which unfortunately makes me depressed. boo. haha. just now ernest was talking real disgusting stuff.

anyway. life's getting super boring. so i have decided to do smth meaningful.i want to sell cookies and brownies and give half of my earnings to SPCA. isnt that so nice of me? *beams. haha. jkjk. but hey. i need all of your support. ppl who have tried them. can gimme some comments? =))

i ate ramly burger just now. so nice! its so much nicer than the one that i had in Msia last yr:) i tink im giving ppl an impression that im a greedy little pig. cuz all i talk abt is food. haha. i live to eat!=) i love to eat.

right now im still trying to look for a recipe for either cheesecake or tiramisu for mother's day. last yr i baked brownies for her and it turned out quite nice. so i think this yr i will bake smth new=)any suggestions? oh yeah. look out for my advertisements! =)

Haha. Hello hello. So long nv blog liao. But today I decided to set up a new one cuz I saw this article where this boy sells his cakes online. I was wondering if I could do the same. But advertising later la. Ooh, btw im learning advertising for English now=)

Anyway, happy birthday to my blog! Let’s hope I will keep on updating it whenever I have time.

Now I shall report the milestone of my life=DD for the first time in my life I ran under 14 mins for 2.4!! whee. Super happy. I nv tot I would be able to achieve that cuz I have low haemoglobin. But I did it! Yay. Next target: under 13.30! and I scored nearly full marks for NAPFA! Only standing broad la. Cuz they raised that standards. Get A need more than 183 cm! Oh gosh. That’s like. Nvm. =p

And I finally realised my dream of getting a laptop!!! Whee!! On sat I was just like tugging at my dad and saying that there is a super cheap laptop and I kept saying please please please and he just said, where? And mins later, tada! We were on our way home with a laptop on my lap! =)) oh, before that we went for a Jap buffet. Damn nice. And I ate plenty of green tea cheesecakes. I tot green tea would be damn horrible. But in the end still got the cheesy taste. Oooh. Im still dreaming of it. But I ate till very full. But im happy=))

Hmm. And then. Wad else? Not much. My bro got gastric ystd. Super scary. He puked so much. =s anddd tmr going back to school liao. So sian. =/ yupp. That’s about it=)