wow. its been a week.. time passes super fast la. soon i'll be taking As, and soon i'll be a wrinkly old woman=p choi choi. haha.

anyway. i realise something.. in this world, there are basically 3 types of ppl when it somes to socialising. 1. normal people=) 2. fried ice creams 3.orh nee, which is also known as yam paste

so 1. will be those cases where you both talk to one another, she looks friendly, and you 2 look at each other, then either start laughing and talk, or just talk. in both ways, you dun have any first impressions of her, just that you 2 will talk=)

number 2. wow. these are the most dangerous ones. fried ice cream. have you eaten one before? it looks like this.

it looks like just any other fried food right? hot, and oily and crispy. looks appealing=) but but but! when u bite into it, and worse, when u have sensitive teeth, oh man. you get a huge shock. its like "zingggg!!!" wah, super painful. and boy, will you get hurt.

so same goes for people. outside looks hot, inside super cold. ya, you guessed it. i was snubbed. cuz you see, im the kind of "i cant keep my mouth shut for 1 sec" person. n i just tend to keep talking. and most of the time it works. the other person just replies and we get quite a funny conversation=) but this time, wow. i thought my talking skills took a turn for the worse. his person completely just dun talk.

was kina sad la, thought i lost that talking thing. until i saw number 3. orh nee. noe how it looks like? like this:

ok. it looks like some kinda soup thats been left on the table and is no longer piping hot right. "no smoke alr. aiyo" you might think lidat=D but hey. once you try it, you realise it's as hot as me=p hehe. just joking. anyway, you shld get wad i mean. so number three is the same, has a "i dun wana talk, i just wana stone" look. then when i finally start talking, all thanks to that fried ice cream, i actually developed a phobia of talking. oh, and number 3 replies and to my surprise, starts to ask me qns! wow. haha.

so right, never ever judge a book by its cover, and never jusge food before you eat it. ooh man. im kinda hungry now. but im tired too. yawn. shall go sleep now=) ZzZZZ..

on wed, it was the 2006 National Track and Field finals.. i was pretty much anticipating it.. in fact.. i had been thinking of it since last wed.. but when it finally came.. how i wished this day would stay forever and ever..

firstly, this finals meant a chance for all of us to come together and cheer for a common goal.. but it also spells the final day where we would see the J2s.. after so much we have went through.. i have already regarded all of them as family.. and that day, it was like a final family gathering? haix.. on the surface i was smiling.. but i knew, once we leave, it would be quite some time b4 we come together again..

so i took a camera along=) and the throwers managed to spend some time together.. first tim see gavin carry backpack. haha he looked so guai. which is soo wrong. a piah kia with a guai look=p the councillors came late! oh man. and they kept asking us to cheer skol cheers when we wanted to cheer for those who were running.. which got most of us pretty pissed. owells.

and the girls did well for the sprints, kudos to sharon and yujia! and for 4 by 1 relay, oh man. it was the most exciting race ever! all of us were screaming our hearts out and we were sooo scared that at the finishing line, others will catch up! so when we saw them pass the finishing line first, we all screamed for joy!!! =DD and ms koh whked me pretty hard on my shoulder=p hehe. for 4 by 4, we came in third, but nevertheless, they all put in their best and i was very proud of them=D

the bad news came right after, cuz they said that we lost the third placing by 1 point. 1 point?? i was lost for words.. everyone else was also in shock.. and right then, i felt my eye welling up with tears.. having witnessed the girls team, from a 2nd placing last year, drop to a 4th placing, i just couldnt describe that feeling.. i din even have the mood to go on watching the last race..

but by the time the prizes were presented, we all sorta cooled down.. and then. IT WAS PICTURES TIME! haha. it was quite funny, cuz leon was asking us to take pictures with him, and bx and i din really wanted to. and he kept on saying "pls pls", so we decided o be nice ppl=)

we took our throws pic too! tho not everyone was here. and aaron is a lousy photographer! haha. not really lousy in skills la, but lousy in.. erm. ah! preparing us for the shot=) he was like "ok, 1,2,3!... 4,5,6" -.-lll

when we were waiting for the bus, the guys were being super sick la. they took sf's balloon, which was supposed to be a dog that gloria made for her, and made it into a duno what la. it just looked pretty sick. then they put it at justin's butt and took a pic. wah kao. ugh.

the worst thing was they made it into some animal, and said that the eyes looked like mine. so they wanted to put it next to me, take a pic and compare>.< so i ran away. and the bus chose to come at this time. i tried to squeeze my way past them, but got squeezed out. and on the bus they tried to carry ou their plan, and i grabbed bx's bag and scream and scream. haha. and i won! =D

but they still managed to do it at sharon's hse>.< ooh. and we witnessed gavin's constipated look when he tried to contain his laughter. and the best part was that he was laughin at nothing=p

dinner was fun, cuz crystal, bx and i just grabbed one whole pizza for ourselves=) then got ben and jerry's for dessert=D super nice!! after watching the videos of the races, we went off..

i'll never ever forget this big family full of warmth, and this day will always be on my mind...

haha, by the title i tink u can guess i din really enjoy skol. but heyy. who does=) the first week was rather plain.. plus i was back to being miss "nobody knows you're here".. i guess i was just being replaced.. and i really din look forward to skol life, cuz i noe it will never be the smae again.. never so fun, excitin.. i din even noe where i belonged.. kinda sad. but well, i gota learn to survive on my own=) and i know i can do it=)

tuesday my heart was beginning to thump a little faster, cuz my nationals was on the next day.. took such a hadr time to get to sleep! =) after one whole year of hard work, i really hope to do well..

on the actual day itself, i could feel my heart wanting to jump out! and when i was finally there, i was really very nervous. all i wanted to do was my best, and i really hoped i could.. the first throw was superb!! i have never ever seen my javelin sooo close to the qualifying mark before!! haha. so i was pretty happy. until the next 2 tries. gavin always say $1 for 3 tries, but i only got one la. no fair. anyway, it was one dollar. it was alot more>.< the other 2 tries i wasted it!! cuz i simply lost count-.- super upset la.

then aaron said"nice throw"=) hah. din expect it to be him that was saying this.. apparently guys are the better comforters. last year was guanwen, this year was him. its that kind of feeling where u are sooo down, and someone gives you a hand to pull you up=D just tt this year i wasn crying=) ok, great improvement!! haha.

woots. dillon mentioned me in his blog for wishing him happy birthday!! haha. it was like, honour roll! =)

i got a new bag ystd=) hmm. starting to think when shall i carry it. shld i carry it on wed? ltr kena stepped by ppl how? my precious:) hmmm. really must consider.. and im quite happy to say that im still keeping up with my hw=) good sign! shall pat myself on my back*pat* haha.

and i saw someone whom i never ever wanted to see again today. oh man. just get out of my life. i dun ever wan to rmb u. u are a horror. GET OUT. OUT! shoot. luckily my mum din see, or she'll ask who is it and i will have to relate the whole story to her, like telling her a nightmare. if it ever happens again, im so gona show my horrid colours>.<

i realise that waihing iol dramas only make me feel that everything in my life should end with a fairytale ending.. which apparently will not. cuz it only happens in an idol drama. but deep down, i stil hope that now is just the phase before i find tt perfect person.

but its still kinda stupid la. cuz since almost every other guy only noe how to suan me>.< and i actually dun take much notice of them. but its always him who keeps popping into my head. when i dun see him, my mind wanders. and when i do see him, i try and pretend i dun. arghhh. im really the king of idiots man.

i really cant believe why i would notice a guy who i dun even noe very well so much?? i dun even noe if he's funny or a person who only keeps to himself, or if he's one who can open up to anyone, or simply someone who doesn't care at all. im so full of questions!!!

its just killing me trying to convince myself tt he's not who i imagined, and so. i should just dun care. arghh. its driving me crazy. as of now la. but as soon as skol starts, im gona be normal again=))

this week was a rather busy week.. wasn as slack as last week=p just that i got monday off.. but hey. which student doesnt get half day off?? haha. so.. here goes:

i tot tuesday wld be bad, cuz i got pangsei-ed by ppl.. and i tot everything would be me only.. and would be super awkward cuz it was all out of skol.. but in the end it turns out to be the best day so far!! =))

floorball was with gloria and fangyu.. super fun.. and veri funny.. cuz of gloria la.. she sure bring laughter.. cuz we all laugh at her=p apparently mrs tan was saying a guy slept on her lap. but gloria sae dun have. and mrs tan said mb the guy was fantasizing=p i had a great time at floorball!!

next was tea chapter. bao and silvia were there:) again it was rather fun.. we talked quite alot.. shared wad we saw.. and went to eat.. it was thru them tt i found out tt ppl do change cuz of love. puppy love. and its smth tt even friendship cant withstand.. wow. how horrid reality is..

went back to trng and it was like, the best trng ever!! i improved with every throw! so shiok=DD

on wed we went to tour the durian, haha.which is the esplanade=) it was quite enriching! the tour guide told us lotsa stuff, like it was built from inside out, and tt the theatre and concert hall is 5cm away from the main building=) btw, there's only one theatre and one concert hall. haha
teenage bands was fun too. weiliang like know everything la! haha, and he was singing in the lt=p

thursday was jobshadowing.. rather slack.. din have much to do=) the kids were noisy as usual.. haha. if kids werent noisy, then they wouldn't be called kids right=p

friday was one of my anticipated ones.. coz i was really excited to go to a 民歌餐厅. but first there was the power 98 school invasion.. i din really enjoy the second part.. first part was quite funny though.. second part was this local rock band, ronin. i think thats how its spelled. i completely din noe them, and they said they have a bad reputation. but it was really their performance that put me off. esp the lang that the lead singer used, and he was sooo flirting with the girls in the front row acting cool. couldnt stand it. argh. i was just stoning there. haha.

民歌餐厅 was really good. i was listening all the way! if only all skol lessons were like this=) and they delievered quite a number of nice songs=) ended enrichment week on a high note!=)

ystd was the first taste of bitter after 6 weeks of bliss.. after staying at home for these 6 weeks and choosing wad i want to do, no nid to carry on with everyday school life, i felt so blissful. unfortuanatley, 天下无不散之宴席, all good things must eventuall come to an end.

ystd was the first feeling of being ignored. when everyone just treat it as though i am tranparent. nobody cared about me at all. this was the kind of treatment i had been getting for so long. until the hols began. i started to realise what is happiness. but now.. i guess everything has to go back to normal.. why?.. i dun geddit.

perhaps its really me.. perhaps i should just carry on keeping quiet.. no one will even notice anyway. even the person whom im noticing perhaps just treat me as a passer-by. sad stuff. and too bad i cant do anything to change it. luckily there were still good things tt happened.

on thur, i finally confirmed that throws were really united. hehe. cuz i was waiting for shufang, then i tot they will just warm up w/o me. then right, i saw them standing there, hands on their hips. and they were like asking me to faster and stuff, and giving me tt look. haha. even tho they were supposed to be irritated, and normally i would be irritated at them for not understanding, felt super happy=DD cuz we were like one whole family alr!! haha. u guys rock!!!

then ystd, haha. hee hee. haha. i got a hug from the cutest guy i class - long! haha. cuz when i wa being ignored, at least got xiaochen and long acknowledged me. hehe. so nice right. 3 cheers for them=)) then after that when long was on the same level as me he said hi again.

him: hey ziyin! =)
me: hello! u'r o nice! never ignore me. haha
him: of cos(smiles)
me: u wana hug from me? (actually i was just saying la, like play play. who knows..)
him: ok:)

haha. and thats how i got a hug from him. yay! =DD

and after trng played badminton wit bx, and she was acting like a little kid la. haha. steal my bottle, then try and lock me in the pe room, then nv ans when i call her i the toilet. haha. so immature=p