ystd was the first taste of bitter after 6 weeks of bliss.. after staying at home for these 6 weeks and choosing wad i want to do, no nid to carry on with everyday school life, i felt so blissful. unfortuanatley, 天下无不散之宴席, all good things must eventuall come to an end.
ystd was the first feeling of being ignored. when everyone just treat it as though i am tranparent. nobody cared about me at all. this was the kind of treatment i had been getting for so long. until the hols began. i started to realise what is happiness. but now.. i guess everything has to go back to normal.. why?.. i dun geddit.
perhaps its really me.. perhaps i should just carry on keeping quiet.. no one will even notice anyway. even the person whom im noticing perhaps just treat me as a passer-by. sad stuff. and too bad i cant do anything to change it. luckily there were still good things tt happened.
on thur, i finally confirmed that throws were really united. hehe. cuz i was waiting for shufang, then i tot they will just warm up w/o me. then right, i saw them standing there, hands on their hips. and they were like asking me to faster and stuff, and giving me tt look. haha. even tho they were supposed to be irritated, and normally i would be irritated at them for not understanding, felt super happy=DD cuz we were like one whole family alr!! haha. u guys rock!!!
then ystd, haha. hee hee. haha. i got a hug from the cutest guy i class - long! haha. cuz when i wa being ignored, at least got xiaochen and long acknowledged me. hehe. so nice right. 3 cheers for them=)) then after that when long was on the same level as me he said hi again.
him: hey ziyin! =)
me: hello! u'r o nice! never ignore me. haha
him: of cos(smiles)
me: u wana hug from me? (actually i was just saying la, like play play. who knows..)
him: ok:)
haha. and thats how i got a hug from him. yay! =DD
and after trng played badminton wit bx, and she was acting like a little kid la. haha. steal my bottle, then try and lock me in the pe room, then nv ans when i call her i the toilet. haha. so immature=p
