haha, by the title i tink u can guess i din really enjoy skol. but heyy. who does=) the first week was rather plain.. plus i was back to being miss "nobody knows you're here".. i guess i was just being replaced.. and i really din look forward to skol life, cuz i noe it will never be the smae again.. never so fun, excitin.. i din even noe where i belonged.. kinda sad. but well, i gota learn to survive on my own=) and i know i can do it=)

tuesday my heart was beginning to thump a little faster, cuz my nationals was on the next day.. took such a hadr time to get to sleep! =) after one whole year of hard work, i really hope to do well..

on the actual day itself, i could feel my heart wanting to jump out! and when i was finally there, i was really very nervous. all i wanted to do was my best, and i really hoped i could.. the first throw was superb!! i have never ever seen my javelin sooo close to the qualifying mark before!! haha. so i was pretty happy. until the next 2 tries. gavin always say $1 for 3 tries, but i only got one la. no fair. anyway, it was one dollar. it was alot more>.< the other 2 tries i wasted it!! cuz i simply lost count-.- super upset la.

then aaron said"nice throw"=) hah. din expect it to be him that was saying this.. apparently guys are the better comforters. last year was guanwen, this year was him. its that kind of feeling where u are sooo down, and someone gives you a hand to pull you up=D just tt this year i wasn crying=) ok, great improvement!! haha.

woots. dillon mentioned me in his blog for wishing him happy birthday!! haha. it was like, honour roll! =)

i got a new bag ystd=) hmm. starting to think when shall i carry it. shld i carry it on wed? ltr kena stepped by ppl how? my precious:) hmmm. really must consider.. and im quite happy to say that im still keeping up with my hw=) good sign! shall pat myself on my back*pat* haha.

and i saw someone whom i never ever wanted to see again today. oh man. just get out of my life. i dun ever wan to rmb u. u are a horror. GET OUT. OUT! shoot. luckily my mum din see, or she'll ask who is it and i will have to relate the whole story to her, like telling her a nightmare. if it ever happens again, im so gona show my horrid colours>.<