and here's what kept me from blogging the past 2 weeks. haix. i failed my MI paper. this measn that i will fail my entire module. i've never failed any module before, and i seriously din noe how to tell my mum. its like, i wanted to prove to her that she quit her job for a good cause, and i wnated to make her proud. she loved her job, but cuz of me, she had to quit it. i really wanted her to feel that she din quit her job for nothing..

but she was quite nice, perhaps cuz of the fact i bawled in front of her before she could ask anything. and she was quite shocked. hehe. so she was like, it doesn matter, no point making urself so upset over smth that is already over. and she just kept on comforting me. plus she cooked my favourite egg=p

so i was busy redoing my paper. haiz. had been doing since last thursday until this wed.. then kept redoing and everything, wnating to do my best, but then, i realised that i should even care so much abt it and neglect other things. so there was a drastic change in me from tue to wed. on te, i was still trying to perfect it. on wed, i was like, hek, just hand in!! i dun wan to see it anymore!!! haha.

this whole week haven been going well. kinda upset. you haven talked to me for one whole week. donch u realise? haix. perhaps u have other people to talk to. and you did smth that utterly piss me off. and perhaps u still donch noe.