sometimes, when u dun like a person, no matter how good he is to you, you just wun like him. compared to one where you two hit it off on the first time u met, of cos choose this one la. they always say, 感情是可以培养的. but sometimes, its just not possible la. u must have a good feling about him, and you cannot be too close, close to the extent that you two are just like brothers and sisters.

haha. so much learnt in just 30 mins of a drama=p but the mre i watch dramas, the more i understand the reality of life. in every show, there will bound to be an ideal partner. for the guys, the girl will be funny, sweet, pretty, caring, kind, etc. for the girls, the guy will also be funy, rather good looking, smart, rich, talented, etc. but in life, cmon la, if there are really ideal partners, then there will be no nid for divorce>.< kinda sad, but well. gota accept it. but of cos, all of us wish for this ideal partner la. possible to find, but not necessary will end up tog. reminds me of last year. hmm=/

anyway, change topic. must sae this 2 words, if not bingxin, gloria and shufang will kepp saying no link>.< ya, today smth weird happen. ever found out that person X actually does smth abt you in their free time? like, most unexpected one. i read somewhere that this means, either X likes you alot, or admires you and wants to be like you, OR OR OR. X hates you like hell, is jealous of you, dun like you. wow. so does X hate me, or admire me?

was i really so mean? oh man. cannot break my principle just cuz of X!! ok, from now on, i shall TRY MY VERY VERY best to be nice to X. does avoiding = being nice? argh. moral dilemma. bring nice to X for the happiness of X vs being nice to myself for the happiness of myself. rawr. wat shall i choose??

and today, i realsied that RV's school colour is orange. so bright. actually when shufang wear not tt bad. but all three of us agree that its advisable not to wear all orange on the track. must do combination. and mix. and match=D