i feel quite sian lately. i see no point in doing tutorials. i see no point in studying. i duno wats wrong with me.

been spacing out quite often. haix.

shant talk abt that now. anyway, CNY just came and went like this. bx and i were couting down to CNY and suddenly its over alr>.< ate like a pig during this period. haha. and went to sherman's house on tuesday.. first time i go fren's house during CNY=p haha. met at orchard before gg his house, cuz they wanted to have lunch.. then we celebrated audrey's birthday by buying her a cake(: then went to sherman's house.. xue lin played the piano for us! haha. damn nice. sherman also. and his mum prepared chocolate fondue for us somemore. so nice right.

ytd went to watch protege with S17. just realised its nc16. no wonder got all those scenes. anyway, before this show i already dun really like smoking and drug abuse. now see this show le, im TERRIFIED of it. if given a choice, i wun want to watch this show. gory. terrifying. argh.

they always sae im easily stressed out. now even this kind of small thing i also stress out. which explains the sian-ness. the "want-to-but-dont-want-to" feeling. is this really stress? when some things go this way, perhaps its really for the best? its my life but most of the times, i just don't get to make the decisions.