11:06 PM
Saturday, March 31, 2007
I just realised, life is just like a sine curve. that very first point in life is always at the origin. sadd. haha. which one of us din come into this world crying? and then there were times where we will be very upset, and feel there's nohing left to anticioate about life, but there are also times where we will be very happy and excited, and feel that for once, life is fair.
this must be the after-effect. at the top of the sine curve, suddenly, its like nothing's gg terribly wrong, and that actually there's no need to worry about anything. of cos, that is if i put aside those failed tests. regardless of whether we're upset or happy, life still goes on. so why not just get on smiling? (:
anyway, the four of us taking pcme occasionally talks about how old we feel. we're almost 17! where did all those time go to? when we were young, all we wanted to do was to grow up. in pri school, we wanted to be teenagers. when we were in sec school, we wanted to watch nc16 movies and play pool. now tt im 16, haha. i prefer watching G movies. like ice age and the incredibles. so far those nc shows tt i watched weren't very nice.
and looking back at those pri sch graduation photos, i realised there were some things in pri sch i did which were soooo childish. haha. and now, when we meet each other again, that kind of pri school feeling is no longer there.. its now replaced by a "i still rmb last time in pri sch u did..." that kind of nonstalgia feeling. mb i shld ask them to organise a pri school reunion soon. haha.
been watching idol dramas lately. even though the more i watch, the more i feel its just a show and that these things will nv happen in real life, i gota admit, there's a point made in these shows that do happen in real life. that is, the people that left you a bad impression at first, are most likely to be the ones that will leave you the deepest impression for the rest of your life. i realised this really applies to me..
certain ppl that really pissed me off in the beginning, are noe ppl who can decided if im gg to be at the top, or the bottom of my sine curve. haha. like the ogls. i rmb there was one day where i was really feeling terribly bad, aft someone totally spoilt my day. and they were all staying around to comfort me. and when i finally looked up, i saw xue lin's spastic face and i just burst out laughin. haha.
ok. enough of words. im gona infest this entry with some nice pictures = wu zun's pics(: and a few others la. haha.
at Island Creamery with the octopus clique and sherman
in school celebrating the jan babies birthday
neoprint taken with cho kwan, sherman, shi kai and xue lin at heeren on the day of dance party of orientation 2
picture taken at sherman's house during CNY
wu zun!!
5:55 PM
Saturday, March 24, 2007
i think i really maxed out my calories for the entire month in one single day. haha. For almost a month, my brother and i planned to go for the Delifrance breakfast buffet. but we never got to go cos i dun really like croissants, and i din really think it was worth it to just go there and eat croissants..
then one day my dad brought back these croissants from The Central, this new shopping mall in Clarke Quay.. the croissants were so nice! especially when it was heated up! hot and crispy, and it was so flaky. it just breaks up in your mouth(: and leaves that buttery, fragrant after taste in your mouth!
so i decided that maybe this breakfast buffet isn a bad idea after all(:
but it is only from 745 to 1045, so we had to wake up early. haha. but when we reached the delifrance branch in bishan, there were only like, 5 trays of croissants. and all of them were only 1/4 filled. din look appetising at all. so we decided to go elsewhere. and when we walked out, we saw cafe cartel! so we went to look at the menu(:
looks interesting enough, so we went in to take a seat. the seats very comfy leh. haha. we ordered the ultimate breakfast. it consisted of pancakes, french toast, sausages, bacon, scrambled eggs, and a muffin. and we also shared a waffle with ice cream.
wah. damn nice!! the pancakes were so fluffly, and the maple syrup was so thick and gooey. the scrambled eggs were made to perfection!! and the sausages' taste were just nice. the bacon also not very fatty, and the muffins were warm and soft! the free flow of bread were also freshly toasted, soft on the inside, crispy on the outside(: the waffle was not as nice as gelare's one, but also not bad(:
after that we went to walk arnd. haha. my brother's been so generous lately. first he buys me a cd, then he buys me ben and jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream. and then now he buys me sweets and chocs and anything i want. feels weird. haha. and after that he still queued up for 15mins at this famous chicken rice stall to but chicken rice for our lunch.
haha. hopefully he stays this way!
明天会更好
9:25 PM
Friday, March 23, 2007
i cant believe i actually manage to do what i promised. i thought it would be so difficult.. indeed it is.. but i still managed to hold on for so long. quite a good start i guess.
they are already becoming more and more obvious. i really dun understand why i wasn able to see this before i decided to be so rash. sometimes i really regret my decision. i shldn have said. i should've just waited. then mb now i wun have to do all these silly stuff.
what i have given out, i just cant take it back.
enough of sad stuff.
on tuesday went to eat gelare waffles with the ogls! oh man. haha. the waffles were so nice!!! then before that we went to chippy to have lunch. DUN EAT THE FISH. the chicken is sooooo much nicer. the fish is sooo full of four. and i felt like puking after eating it. have the chicken instead. or the cheese sausage. both are 100% nicer!! haha.
oh. but i haven tried the fried mars bars and calamari. next time shall try(: the waflles were really superb. so crispy and even when it was soaked in ice cream, it was moist, but nevertheless, still quite crispy! on its own already very nice(: maybe i'll try one without ice cream. haha. which reminds me. shi kai din order with ice cream, and when the person served him, he said "your waffle, sir" and they heard as "loser". haha. and they just kept laughing cuz they sae the waiter is laughing at him for being the only one who ordered waffle without ice cream=p
mb we'll be going once every two tuesdays. so exciting. haha. just realised that everytime we go out, we go out to eat and talk cock. till now, there's so many things we have yet to do together and we only have around half a year left together! >.<>
付出去的感情， 就像泼出去的水，永远也收不回来
10:50 PM
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
today is the day of the posting results, which decides if ppl stay of leave.. and it also means the end of the first 3 months, and also the end of all the fun..
these 3 months had been fun, and im glad to have known s17.. even thought their class is rather clique-ish,when they come together to do things as a class, they're quite bonded! like ytd, they all got together to start the fire, to cook the food, and to clean up aft that. there was theresa, who started the fire for the first time in her life; santhiya, who helped us with the stove; maisha, who provides the venue; isabel, who served drinks to everyone.. and alot alot more!!
SPECIAL MENTION: haha. jian hao and johnathan showed us what the guys were made of. at the end, when we were supposed to clean up, they went "KNS la. so dirty" and they complain and complain. but in the end they cleared up everything. damn nice right!!! haha
ivana, theresa, seoh ying and me were cooking the chicken wings and singing at the top of our voices. haha. thenivana still sae we look like housewives=p ooh. and befoer the bbq, we tot buffalo wings mean wings tt dun belong to chicken. then while they were saying, i was wondering, buffalo got wings meh? haha. turns out its a common term given to the mid joint of the wing=p hehe.
ivana and me also started splashin each other with water. and shermin got pushed into the water by sherman and vivien. haha. quite fun la.
i never thought it would hurt so much to let go. when she told me about the both of them, in front of her, i had to act as though the news came as a pleasant shock and that it was quite an exciting piece of news, when actually it hurts. im tired of putting on an act, im tired of running away. but just when i decide to stop doing it, things just dun go the way i expected it to be..
somehow, i think they know quite alot of things alr.. but mb im just being oversensitive. in any case, does it even matter at all?
like i said before, its my life, but somehow i dun get to make the decisions...
9:42 PM
Friday, March 02, 2007
i think wu zun is so sweet!
he's s nice to ella in hana kimi!! he piggybaback her when she sprained her ankle, and even told her he likes her. tho she din hear=p and when she had nightmare, he accompanied her till she fell asleep.. damn nice!! =) but i guess this kind of stuff onli happen in idol dramas la. where got such case where the girl like the guy and the guy like her back>.<
today i did smth for the first time in this week. just walk and dun even think abt anything at all. it felt good(: guess this whole week i've been thinking way too much. i shall just sit back and anticipate the mar hols(:
after that we went to walk arnd. haha. my brother's been so generous lately. first he buys me a cd, then he buys me ben and jerry's strawberry cheesecake ice cream. and then now he buys me sweets and chocs and anything i want. feels weird. haha. and after that he still queued up for 15mins at this famous chicken rice stall to but chicken rice for our lunch. 
