today is the day of the posting results, which decides if ppl stay of leave.. and it also means the end of the first 3 months, and also the end of all the fun..

these 3 months had been fun, and im glad to have known s17.. even thought their class is rather clique-ish,when they come together to do things as a class, they're quite bonded! like ytd, they all got together to start the fire, to cook the food, and to clean up aft that. there was theresa, who started the fire for the first time in her life; santhiya, who helped us with the stove; maisha, who provides the venue; isabel, who served drinks to everyone.. and alot alot more!!

SPECIAL MENTION: haha. jian hao and johnathan showed us what the guys were made of. at the end, when we were supposed to clean up, they went "KNS la. so dirty" and they complain and complain. but in the end they cleared up everything. damn nice right!!! haha

ivana, theresa, seoh ying and me were cooking the chicken wings and singing at the top of our voices. haha. thenivana still sae we look like housewives=p ooh. and befoer the bbq, we tot buffalo wings mean wings tt dun belong to chicken. then while they were saying, i was wondering, buffalo got wings meh? haha. turns out its a common term given to the mid joint of the wing=p hehe.

ivana and me also started splashin each other with water. and shermin got pushed into the water by sherman and vivien. haha. quite fun la.

i never thought it would hurt so much to let go. when she told me about the both of them, in front of her, i had to act as though the news came as a pleasant shock and that it was quite an exciting piece of news, when actually it hurts. im tired of putting on an act, im tired of running away. but just when i decide to stop doing it, things just dun go the way i expected it to be..

somehow, i think they know quite alot of things alr.. but mb im just being oversensitive. in any case, does it even matter at all?

like i said before, its my life, but somehow i dun get to make the decisions...