oh dear. super scared for my og. i really want all of them to stay. they're quite a sweet bunch. even though i always scold them and make fun of them. haha. even tho there are only 4 guys. actually, 3. eh, make that 2. but they all so enthu!

today's derek's bdae. sad day to have it, but i guess it gave him good luck. told them to sms me their results! thomas was the first, then ben. then the rest i sorta lost count cos it was quite saddening. some of them simply said cant go NJ. i really really hope national std dropped and all of S17 can stay!

yeah, but sometimes, it is only on when u realise that everything arnd you is not permanent, then will u appreciate. it's been almost 2 months, but inevitably, there are things that are different. i guess ppl in my pe class last yr will realise..

Pe just seems kinda different without Mr Loh. we always bullied him. but he always didn't mind. he listened to all our complaints and took them seriously even though we were also trying to stall for time. he always gave in to us, and always tried to provide an alternative viewpoint. even though he only taught us for less than half a yr, i guess he did make a difference in my life, just that i always took him for granted.

it really came as a shock when i received the news. and it took time to accept. still, it's kinda hard. i wonder if bingxin, bao, shufang all thought about it too. i guess, through this, we all gota learn to appreciate everyone, and everything around us.