im seriously confused.

today i took part in smth that im not supposed to blog about. haha. anyway. i haven even studied for chem test. and econs test and i duno why im still sitting in front of the comp.

wanted to do smth but couldn. argh. so irritating. i haven talked to the person who changed cos of another for quite a long time. not planning to do so unless that person becomes friendlier.

its wrong. it's definitely against my principle!!! so stop stop stop. but its so difficult!!! there's no one who really understands my plight.

"doesnt matter de!"
its ok!"

no its not!! argh. nothing is gg as i thought it would be. how come things are so different from then and now. !!!!

sian. this is giving me a headache.