stupid math test. im so damn demoralised. i did nothing over the hols except math.

i was thinkin. this is it. alr term 2, so i should start studying real hard, cos As are in 6 months time. no more failures in class tests.

and so i studied. like mad. i actually finished the whole rev pack by sat. my gosh. and still. i only managed to complete one single qn out of 4 in today's test.

the rest? used the mtds i knew but couldn get answers. lost all my tests skills. time management sucks. couldn't show. lost confidence.

shit. im seriously screwing my J2 life. wats the use of studying if the results are the same as when i din study.

crap.