oh gosh. i realise that I have not posted for mroe than 1 yr!! i always said i'l tidy it up aft my As. there were so many things i wanted to do after my As. but.. haha. i dont think i did most of it.
But there's still alot of things i wna say! First, Congrats to Dai Yang Tian for winning the Best Newcomer award!! Wow. I think this is the first time I have ever been so excited during Singapore's Star Awards. It's like, there's smth to look forward to. But, why oh why was he not nominated for Top 10 Artists? Im quite certain he will get a place. Haha. Well there's always next yr:)
But many things will change isn it? Mb he'l cut an album, and decide that singing is his calling. One year may not be long, but it's enough. Within this short period, many changes took place. Somehow I always feel everyone around me is moving on, changing, but I am just staying put. "How to lose a date in 10 days" Heard of this? yeah. I have my own version. "How to lose a friend in 10 days" Haha. Okay, the fact that I am able to say it so lightly now is cos it happened some time ago, which gave me some grace period to get over this.
I am not afraid to say it out, nor am I afraid to let him know who he is. Cmon, it doesnt mean a guy and a girl can only be in a relationship right. That's sooo. Primary school. I just feel that friendship is more valuable than relationships, you know, those kind. So i was really quite upset when this friend just disappeared from my life. But then again, after much thinking, perhaps he was not my friend in the first place. Just an acquaintance. Sigh. WHat's the point of thinking so much when i cant do anything? Owell.
With this, I saw a different side of this society. I need something that I can hold on to, and Im glad to say that I do have them. Those quirky JC frens, family, the tomatoes from NY, and of cos those PCS ppl too. I guess time does play a part. The longer it lasts, the stronger it gets.
I learnt to appreciate myself, and the ppl around me. I guess I finally understood what's meant by "everyone's unique". What you have, I dont. But what I have, you dont! Haha. Actually there's nothing much to compare. There are different routes to take, but it doesnt mean there's a better route. It just means they have different priorities, and diferent takes on life. You might not agree with what i do, but i do it for a reason. An action cant please everyone, but at least it should please yourself(:
Im excited for Table of Glory! (: Will Jiajun win, or will Ah Wu beat him? But that's tmr la. haha. (:
