i cant believe its happening again. it happens like, once every month? how come there are people who pms more than me??

i hate it when i get the black face from people when i dont even know what i did wrong. its my life, the way i do things, and the way we are. does it concern others? no!!! even if it concerns him, i dont think he has a right to treat me like this. it really really sucks. and worse of all, i dont know how to solve it.

if this happens every month, by the end of 1 yr it would have happened 12 times. i seriously dont know how i am gg to put up with it. and i dont know how we are gg to put up with it. i know im getting on your nerves and you have to look at it from both sides. and you are being caught in the middle. i will try to ignore, but it is just so blatant. what did i do wrong???

f*** off. seriously. even my mum dont bother so much. why should he??? i dont know what i did to step on his toes. all i know is that. its affecting my mood. its affecting us. could you please, when u find a chance to, tell him all these? keep his attitude to himself. i dont want to be an area where he can vent his frustration. and i most certainly dont want to walk away cos i din do anything wrong at all! just dont push me into a corner cos i dont know what i will do. this sucks. big time. sucks to be me.